Low Days

I had been low. I am better now. This is something I wrote during my mental hiatus (though part of me swears I already posted this...hesitation runs deep during the down days.)

:You think it's the abstract thoughts of depression that get You, but it's not. It's the mundane ones. It's be fine if it were just the philosophical nothings that end in nihilism. "What is the point of it all?" is really a fine question all by itself: more inspiring that discouraging, but when this question holds hostage the paper-cut sufferings of daily life with its unfathomable answer, that when the paralysis sets in.

The real question a depressed person asks is not "What is the point of all this?" but "What is the point of all this if I feel pain?"